Posted:  October 10, 2010

The next morning Monday, I was up before the alarm and nervous about the first day here at college.  I quietly got up and headed to shower.  When I opened the bathroom door, there were quite a few guys doing the same.  I did my best not to look but I compared like any other gay guy would.  I saw a few I would mind getting to know better but knew I had nothing to be ashamed.  There was one guy, fat and hairy already at the age of 18 plus he had a small dick on top of that.  I waited on a shower stall and did like what I saw when Jess, a guy I had met, jumped out of the shower.  He had a nice body with a decent cock.  I did my best not to stare and jumped in the shower to do what I needed quickly.  I met Kris going out and could tell he was still sleepy.

I dressed in a hurry but put on some nice preppy college clothes to look decent for the first day.  Kris came back with a towel around his waist and started getting ready.

“Bet you loved that shower,” Kris said sarcastically.

“Fuck you,” I said and popped his bare ass with my wet towel.  It did make a loud sound and now regretted doing it.

“Damn that stung,” Kris rubbed his cute ass that was now red. “I’ll get you down the road when you least expect it.” 

I finished up and had my shaggy brown hair just like I liked it with just a little spray to keep it there.  Kris was a good dresser and had a great sense of style for a straight guy.  His hair was uncombed but looked great on his tan face.  It was perfectly fit for Kris.

We got our stuff and headed out.  On the way out, he ran his hands through my hair and messed it up.  I was pissed but had it coming to me.

“See!” Kris bolted out.

I quickly did the best I could and walked to finally catch up with him. “You’re a fucking little bitch,” I slyly said to him.

“I know how you like and primp your hair.  I told you I would get you. I saw the perfect opportunity,” Kris laughed.

We parted ways for our 9 o’clock classes with an agreement to meet for our break at 11.  Kris took the basics where I had a few harder classes to start my progress towards a degree.  I wasn’t sure what my major was but was leaning heavily in the direction of something to do with computers since computers were here to stay and had lots of job opportunities.

After my second class, I found Kris where we agreed to meet.  We had an hour before our last class of the day at noon.  We scrabbled to find something to eat since we forewent breakfast.  Jess, a guy we knew from the dorm and who I saw coming out of the shower that morning, spotted us and joined us at our table in the large student union.

“Thank God, I know someone!” Jess said and sat down. Jess was about 6 foot tall, brown hair that went to the middle of his ears and studs in his ears. 

“It’s a zoo here, huh?” Kris stated.

“Worse than that,” Jess said and started to eat. “How were your classes?” he asked with a mouth full.

I rolled my eyes at his rudeness, “Mine were okay but could be tough towards the end.”

“Yeah smart ass, you took hard shit.  Mine were great.  We didn’t do anything the first day.  Just how I like it,” Kris said. “How were yours?”

“Just okay,” Jess said this time without a mouth full of food. “The girls were totally dope here.  This place is covered with some nice ass and tits!”

“Tell me about it,” Kris said.

We talked and got to know Jess more.  He was from a bordering state just across the line and only two hours away.  We talked about this college and our dorms to kill time before we separated to go to another class.

I headed to the bookstore after my last class and quickly saw it was hopeless for the day.  I hated waiting in line and wading among crowds so it could wait.  I went back to my dorm and found Kris in his athletic shorts, tee and sneakers.

“Get your ass ready.  You’re going with me and Juan to the rec center,” Kris said.

“Give me one second to relax and I’ll go,” I reluctantly said.

“Okay, that’ll work.  I’ll call Juan to let him know to wait a few minutes,” Kris said. “You like your classes?”

“They were okay,” I said. “The last one, art appreciation, may not be as easy as I thought.”

“That’s what you get for taking that lame class,” Kris laughed.

“You have to take a humanities class you know. I’m getting it out of the way,” I said.

“Any cute guys in your classes?” he asked.

“Of course there were.  My eyes were filled with hot guys all day the only problem is probably none are gay,” I said.

“You’ll find someone, I bet before too long.  The rec center is more of the same if not better.  There were some big dudes the other day in there,” Kris said.

“I might like it then,” I laughed and got ready to go even though this wasn’t my idea of a fun way to spend part of my day.

Juan showed up with Scott right behind him.  This was great and now I could embarrass myself in front of two people.  We all rode together and didn’t walk since it was a good ways away.  I will admit my college had a very nice rec center with tons of areas to be athletic if I was so inclined. We headed to the weight area once we arrived.  The guys were all nice and didn’t laugh too hard when I strained to lift the small amounts of weight.  By the end of the work out, I was sore in places I didn’t know muscles existed.  It really was the first time I ever had touched a weight machine in my life and knew now why I hadn’t ever done it before.  We toured the facility and really got an eye full at the pool with a few cute guys in Speedos.  It was gay guy heaven but the weight room wasn’t bad either except for a few that had gone too far and was probably on the juice.

We went back to the dorms and showered there.  In a matter of minutes, Juan and Scott were back in our rooms with me still in my towel talking to a friend.  I had to turn to slip on my boxers and shorts, hung up talking and knew they had seen a guy’s ass before even earlier in the shower.  I could see modesty was well on its way out the door here in this dorm.  Juan and Kris left for a second to get something from Juan’s car.

Scott looked at me, “Matt, are you…ummm… gay? I waited until the others were gone to ask you in private.  If you are, it’s cool.  My 16 year old brother just came out.  If not, I feel like an ass for asking.”

“I am,” I stated. “Don’t even think Kris is.”

“I didn’t.  Does he know?” Scott asked.

“He knows. He was the first person I told,” I said.

“That’s so cool,” Scott said and the door opened.  Juan was back with his iPod and CDs in his hand.  Scott turned to Juan, “I was right.”

“Right about what?” Kris asked with a confused look on his face.

“I told him,” I said.

“I’ll say it now before you get any ideas.  Matt’s my best friend.  You talk shit to him about being gay and you’ll deal with me too,” Kris said with an angry tone to his voice.

“Kris, it’s cool with me,” Juan said. “I didn’t think he was.”

“I had a feeling but wasn’t sure until today and saw some of his facial expression when we passed some guys,” Scott laughed. “Hey, at least you’re not like my brother and just blurt shit out.  He’s so gay.  I knew when he was 13 he was.  He’s now so proud and flaunts it so much.”

“Matt’s not like that,” Kris said. “He never pushes it on people. I’m surprised he admitted it to you, Scott.  I just knew he would deny it.”

“Hey, it was either that or deny it for some time,” I said. “I just ask you don’t go shooting off your mouths and let everyone know.  You know what guys will think of Kris too.”

“I hear shit there will be hell to pay,” Kris said.

“He’s not joking either.  He beat the living fuck out of this one guy last year that was on me constantly.  After that the guy didn’t say shit to me,” I laughed and was proud to tell it.

“We won’t.  It’s personal,” Scott said. “So Kris you’ve never…”

“I’ll answer that,” I said and could see Kris steamed. “We’ve never done anything sexual together.”

“That’s so nasty,” Kris said.

“I’ve messed with a guy before and so has Juan.  It’s cool as hell but I’m not really gay.  I did it to see what it was like and have the experience,” Scott said.

“Yeah bro, you should let some guy blow your shit.  It feels great,” Juan said.

“I’ll pass and let the girls handle that,” Kris smiled. “Have you two?”

“Well… we were messed up and…” Scott said.

“Fucking gross, dudes.  Let’s change the subject before I spew,” Kris said.  “You guys are fucked up worse than Matt!”

“Hey, it felt good and there were no girls around,” Juan laughed as did Scott to get at Kris.

I was relieved somewhat at how accepting they were.  Now I did feel more a part of the group and didn’t shy away.  They joked a little but I was able to take it.  The best part was they didn’t bolt out the door and act ashamed to be associated with me like some guys from my high school did when they found out.  You know your true friends after you come out with Kris being the best of them all.  The more I hung out with them the more I liked them and being around them. 

The next day after a really great night with more people in our room just like Kris liked it, I woke again earlier than the alarm clock for my 9:30 class.  I was so thankful to listen to some good advice and didn’t have any 8 o’clock classes scheduled.  Kris and I had the same time schedule and had the last of Tuesday/Thursday together as planned.  It was history where I excelled and could help out Kris if he struggled.

We quickly checked out the bookstore and saw it wasn’t too bad.  I was able to get all but one book I needed.  I was so thankful to hand them my card that I got to pay for my books while Kris paid dearly with his parent’s card.

When we returned, Kris was antsy as ever and left without much badgering of me to join him.  It was fine and time apart would do us well.  I looked through my books and read a chapter for a class.  I went to the bathroom next door and did my duty.  While washing my hands, I saw the cutest guy ever in my life step from the shower area with a towel around his waist.  The water glistened down his body and hot body in my eyes.  I was stunned and in awe.

“Hey what’s up?” he asked.

“Ummm… not much,” I replied and was scared to talk to him.

“Don’t worry.  I think you’re cute too,” he smiled. “I’m Corey.”

“Matt,” I said.

“Awesome bro!” Corey said. “Which room are you?”

“Just… next… door,” I stated in nerves.

“Cool, you care if I stop by later?” he asked.

“No, anytime,” I replied.

“See ya, Matt,” Corey said and left with the water still running over my hands.  This encounter was so unlike me. Normally I was calm and cool but damn! 

I went back to my room with the image of Corey plastered in my brain.  I was talking to my mother on the phone when I heard a knock at the door.  “Gotta go, bye!” I said to my dear mom and hung up.  I gathered myself and opened the door to see Corey standing there just in his shorts and flip-flops.  He had short spiked dark blonde hair, flawless complexion, hoop earrings and a rocking body if there ever was one.  He was fit but wasn’t muscle on top of muscle.  He looked like a fitness model from a magazine so sure I was in awe.

He stepped inside, “Nice room, Matt.”

“Thanks,” I replied.

“Chill out bro. I have a feeling we’re in the same boat, huh?” Corey asked.

“What do you mean?”

“We’re both gay,” he said and looked at me.

“Ummm… I am,” I said.

He laughed and flashed a gorgeous smile, “I am too. I knew you were by that stare you gave me.  Normally guys just glance and turn away.  I liked what I saw too.”

“Dude, I’m so sorry and so embarrassed.”

“Oh don’t be.  It’s nice to meet someone who is gay around here.  I know about the other one here that lives across the hall.  He’s not my type at all.”

I wanted to relax and be normal but couldn’t, “He’s my… no… he’s not my type either.”

“For one, I didn’t come here to hook up with you if you’re getting that impression.  I want a gay guy here who I can talk to and be friends with.  Normally I’m not this forward either but that look you gave me…”

“I’m so sorry but it was kind of obvious,” I said.

“Too obvious but it was nice.  I wanted to say hi to see if you were… you know… feminine type of guy.  So how’s your roommate working out for you?”

“Kris is great.  We are best friends from high school,” I said.

Corey’s demeanor changed then hearing that. “Damn!”

“No! No! No! We’re just best friends and not boyfriends.  I would never even consider doing one thing with him. He’s as straight as they get,” I said. “So how’s your roomie?”

“Awful! He’s a slob and keeps me up all hours of the night. He came in drunk off his ass two nights already,” Corey said. “He doesn’t know I’m gay though.  Does yours?”

“Oh yeah, he was the first person I told,” I smiled and was more at ease.

“You don’t know how lucky you are.  My friends left me.  With nothing else to do, I just worked my ass off,” Corey said.

“I can tell,” I said and smiled with my eyes focused on his abs.

“I came to school here to escape them and home.  So far, you are the first of what I hope is many gay friends.  I’m not ashamed to be gay and just like guys, plain and simple,” he smiled.

“I’m the same way,” I smiled.

The door opened wide and Kris came busting through with Scott and Jess.  I promptly introduced them to Corey.

“Dude, I know for damn sure you work out all the time,” Kris said, seeing Corey there without a shirt.

“I try but haven’t done it yet here.  I hear the rec center is sweet,” Corey stated.

“It’s the bomb.  We went there and shot some hoops,” Jess said. “Or some of us did.”

“Hey I tried.  I told you basketball wasn’t my game.  Go to the course and I’ll smoke your asses any day,” Scott stated loudly to get his point across.

“Hey, is there a course near here?” Corey asked. “I brought my clubs.”

“Awesome!  Yeah there’s one about a mile that we can play at for little of nothing,” Scott said. “We’ll definitely have to go sometime.”

“Whenever you’re ready, just holler at me,” Corey said.

We continued talking until time to grab something to eat.  Corey went to find a shirt while the others showered quickly.  I sat still in awe but glad in a way we were interrupted. 

“Corey’s really a cool guy,” Kris said.

“He is,” I said.

“Don’t tell me you’re…”

“A little dream maybe but no way,” I said.

“Yeah, he’s probably straight and has tons of girls after him,” Kris said.

“Did you think he was cute?” I asked for a test.

“Dammit Matt, don’t ask me baited questions like that,” Kris said.


“Yeah I guess he is.  I will give him credit, he was ripped,” Kris said.

“He is that and makes me want work out,” I smiled.

We headed to eat as a group along with having Juan along as well.  Now I had a group of friends that were fun to be with.  Things were really looking up and making the transition a lot easier for me whereas Kris took to this like a duck does to water. 

The next day after class, I actually wanted to go work out since Corey was going with Kris, Scott and I.  I did my best not to make it obvious that I was attracted to him around the other guys and out him.  He would do it when he was ready to tell the group.  I still didn’t like working out much but did like seeing the others strain and pop out every muscle in their arms and neck.  It was crying shame we had to wear shirts but it was totally understood.

Later that night I hung out with the group in Scott’s room.  When it came time to prove superior at Street Fighter, I was ready to show my expertise.  In short order, I disposed of him and got a weird look from Scott.  He realized the previous game I didn’t pull out my bag of tricks.  Kris saw it unfold and knew what was occurring at that moment.  I didn’t say much to rub in on Scott.

Thursday it was back to class and having the last one with Kris.  Now the real world had started with our first real lecture.  I could see Kris wasn’t ready for the onslaught of a full lecture and gave up half way through since I was taking careful notes.

“He really went fast and furious,” Kris commented after class. “There’s no way I can keep notes in there.  I can’t write that fast.”

“You’re damn lucky I have that class with you or else…” I stated.

“I know now I’ll have to lean you to make a passing grade or else there will be hell to pay back home,” Kris commented while we kept walking to grab something to eat before heading back to the dorm.

It was a quiet night.  I did hold Kris to his end of the bargain early in the day and made him spend an hour going over his studies.  I could see he didn’t like it but knew it was necessary or the fun would be over before it really started.

When he finished, Kris headed out the door to roam the halls and be a part of the action or whatever action there was occurring.  About 6, he came back with Jess and Juan before heading to see a movie offered there on campus.  They invited me but I stayed back to be my normal self.

Not long after they were gone, Scott came knocking at my door. 

“Where is everyone?” he asked and made himself at home now like he always did.

“They headed off to catch that movie showing,” I replied.

“That’s cool.  I’ve seen it twice already,” Scott said. “Matt, I feel like an ass for asking you if you were gay.  I was very wrong in doing that.”

“I’m glad you did,” I said. “I haven’t thought another thing about it.  Now most know and it’s no biggie.  I’m glad you and the others haven’t let it keep you away.  I know full well how some guys are once they find out.  By the way, how’s your brother making it in school?”

“Not like he expected I don’t think,” Scott said. “He thought it would be all great since it was pretty obvious.  I think he’s had some mean shit done to him the first week and why I was asking and apologizing.”

“People can be cruel and insensitive,” I said. “With Kris and a few others at my back, my experience wasn’t so bad.  I didn’t flaunt it like you can see and didn’t shove it in their faces.”

“My brother Trevor is the opposite and sees how things are,” Scott said. “How did your parents handle it?”

“I really just have my mom.  She’s been the best for me.  She knew something was up before I told her and saw how happy I was after telling her,” I stated and heard a soft knock at the door.  I went to the door and found Corey there as normal in just his shorts.  He came right on in and sat at the other end of the bed from me.

“Am I interrupting anything?” Corey asked.

“No we were just shooting the shit, right Matt?” Scott said.

“Scott, Corey knows but thanks,” I said.

“Whew! I thought I was really going to have to monitor what I said,” Scott smiled.

“Knows what?” Corey asked.

“That I’m gay,” I replied.

“Yeah, so am I,” Corey proudly stated to my surprise.

“Get the fuck out!” Scott said. “No way!”

“It’s true,” Corey replied.

“Are you two hooking up?” Scott asked.

“No... we’re just friends like you,” Corey said.

“Yeah but one of you is… ummm… nice looking and built,” Scott stuttered to find the right words.

“Thanks,” I laughed. “Go ahead and say something nice about Corey while you’re at it.”

Scott laughed, “We were talking about my 16 year old brother who just came out.  Putting it nicely he is polar opposites of you two.  I was just telling Matt how hard he was finding it.”

“I can definitely relate to that,” Corey said. “I felt so alone and abandoned.  The thought of suicide even crossed my mind.  I hit the weights out of boredom and the need be to be safe.”

“I bet no one messed with you,” Scott said.

“They did at first and it was a living hell for sure.  I cried a lot and cursed the heavens numerous times for being gay.  I wanted to be straight but it wasn’t me.  Do you know how hard is to try to have sex with a girl and honestly know you hate it?” Corey said.

“I’ve never had that problem,” Scott said. “My problem now is not enough sex.  I did fuck my ass off this summer with my girlfriend.  The day before I left, she knew I loved her.”

“When she coming to see you?” I asked.

“Oh I don’t know. If she does make it, Juan better find a way to leave or else he’s going to witness one hell of show,” Scott laughed. 

“When she does come, holler and we’ll make sure you have plenty of privacy,” I smiled.

Scott and Corey hung around in the room until Kris and his crew returned.  After a few minutes, they all dispersed back to their own rooms.

“What you got going tomorrow night?” Kris asked once everyone was gone and laid up on top of his bed.

“Nothing I know of, why?” I asked.

“If you want, a bunch of us are going to this kick ass party with the Greeks,” Kris commented.

“Ummm… I don’t know.  You know I’m not a big drinker,” I stated.

“I know that’s why I was asking you,” Kris smiled.

“Kris, I’m not going be the driver for a bunch of drunk freshmen.  I’ll be here if you need me but you know I’m not the party guy,” I said.

“Well, I thought I would ask.  Remember our agreement,” Kris said.

“This is different.  I know your intentions too well,” I said.

“I’ve been such a good boy though for the week,” Kris said. “Matt, I figured by now I would be drunk off my ass at least three nights.”

“You’ve been so busy and haven’t slowed down to take a breath,” I said. “Kris, it has been a blast and thanks for pushing me out there.  Such as tonight, I had a good time talking with Scott and Corey.”

“Yeah they’re both like you,” Kris said.

“You think Scott’s gay?” I asked.

“I starting to feel that way,” Kris stated.

“He did tell us earlier how he fucked his girl all summer,” I stated.

“I think that’s Scott talking and be delusional.  I have my doubts.”

“You haven’t been escorting girls around either.”

“I’m just laying the ground work and planting the seeds,” Kris smiled. “So you and Corey got something going yet? I heard he was gay, you dawg!!!”

“I don’t know really.  I think he likes me but I don’t know if it’s more than just having a gay friend to talk with and be friends just like the rest of the guys. I’m not in his league though,” I surmised.

“Would you if he asked?”

“Hell yeah in a heartbeat,” I said.  “Admit if you were gay and knew he was as well, wouldn’t you?”

“Yeah… I guess so.”

“Thanks and glad you see my point.”

We turned on the television and watched where the flipping channel stopped for long enough to see what was on.  Kris was very annoying with a remote in his hand and showed why he was on medication earlier for ADHD.  He probably could stand a pill every day now to calm him down and mellow him out but then again it wouldn’t be Kris.

Once the lights were out, we both wanted to go to sleep.  I turned over again and slid down my boxers.  I kept an ear open for Kris though he was probably doing the same.  My cock was hard in a matter of minutes.  Thoughts of Corey flashed in my head while I jerked off.  I was immersed in it I didn’t care about Kris and if he knew.  The orgasm was nice and covered my sheets.

I rolled back over, “Feel better now,” Kris laughed.

“Matter of fact I do.  I needed that,” I said.

“It sure sounded like it,” Kris said.

“It’s not like you don’t jack off,” I shot back.

“At least I’m quiet about it.”

“So what if I enjoyed it?”

“It does feel good, huh?”

“Like always,” I said.  I rolled over and was finished talking to him.