A NEW JOURNEY 29
Posted: Dec 9, 2013... PDF
I grabbed my towel and walked hurriedly inside PJ’s house. He was standing in the kitchen and looked so
“Jason, I can’t believe you fucking did that,” he said.
“Let me explain things for one second, okay?”
“It better be good.”
“Clint asked me first about being a nudist and when he could experience it. I gave him my regular speech
about how it wasn’t sexual…” I said.
PJ cut me off, “That’s a crock of shit.”
“Go fucking ask him!” I yelled and pointed outside.
“I know what he’ll say, but I know you wanted to.”
“I did, but hell, it is who I am!”
“Don’t fucking yell at me!”
“I wouldn’t but you’re acting like you don’t trust me. Do you trust me?” I asked and could feel my blood
beginning to boil.
“I fucking trust you, Jason! Yeah, I do! We said there would be a time for this!”
“For the first time ever I feel we have a major trust issue here.”
“The fuck we do. You went against what you said you wouldn’t do!”
“Alright, I’m sorry! I went against my word! I was fucking wrong!” I yelled with my arms flying around.
I heard the door open and turned to see Clint standing there with his backpack. His head was hanging down
with his wet, dark hair falling in his face. “I’m going home. I’ve caused enough trouble as it is.”
“You’re not the problem,” I said.
“Jason, I am, and I could hear you screaming at each other,” Clint said quietly. “Now I don’t ever want a
boyfriend in my life. If two guys, who say they love each other, fight like this, I never ever want one
ever. I looked up to both of you so much and hate to see you arguing like this over something I did. I see
how things are now between boyfriends. I’d hope they’d be a little different.”
PJ walked to his bedroom and shut his door. I stood there for a moment to gather my thoughts. “We’ll be
right back. Whatever you do, don’t leave,” I said to Clint.
“If you start arguing again my ass is gone,” Clint said.
I walked to PJ’s bedroom and opened the door. He was sitting on the edge of his bed with his head down. I
sat down and put my arm around his shoulder. “Man, what he said hurt worse than anything.”
“I know. You could see the hurt in his face. I feel awful. I’m sorry, Jason! I love you,” PJ said, but it
didn’t appear like he’d been crying.
“I’m sorry as well. I love you too!” I said and kissed him. “Now we have to march out there and show him
the right way.”
“We do. He really made me realize how much he was looking up to us to show him not only how gay guys acted
but how boyfriends acted. That hurt worse than our petty little argument.”
“It sure did,” I said.
We walked out together with my arm around PJ’s shoulder. Clint was sitting in a bar stool and talking on
the phone. “Mom, I’ll probably see ya when I get home. I was going to do something but I doubt it now.
“Clint, we’re sorry you had to see us fighting,” I said.
PJ walked up to Clint and put his arms around him. He kissed his cheek. I smiled and walked up to the same.
“You showed us what was important in life,” PJ said.
“I was just broken hearted seeing two guys I had grown to admire so much fighting because of me. It was all
my fault and it won’t happen again, PJ,” Clint said.
“Clint, it was my fault. I could have stopped us from sunning nude,” I said.
“I disagree. It was my fault for not expecting Jason to introduce you to a wonderful lifestyle. I seem to
forget you are 18 and not some little kid, too,” PJ said.
“Hell, it was all our faults then,” Clint said with a big smile.
“It was. My biggest hope is that seeing us argue won’t discourage you from ever seeking love like you said.
We proved we’re not perfect. Yes, we do argue, but so far our love for each other has won out. We are only
beginning so that may not always happen in life,” I said.
“Clint, don’t let this discourage you whatsoever. Maybe our bad example shows you can disagree with someone
yet still love them. Our argument was very petty by two guys who are strong headed and have quick tempers.
However, there are times when you will argue over real stuff, like messing around and things you are very
much against. When it gets to that point, then you walk away. Am I making sense to you?” PJ said.
“You are,” Clint replied.
“What you said really put a dagger in my heart,” PJ stated. “I told Jason that you showed more maturity
than both of us put together.”
“Ah, it was nothing,” Clint said.
“It was. You stopped me cold in my tracks. Thank you for saying what you did. I’m so glad you walked in
when you did,” I said.
“Now let’s put this behind us and get back out there. Clint, did you enjoy yourself before I came up and
destroyed it?” PJ asked.
“I did. Jason was right. It’s not sexual at all,” Clint replied. “It was pretty tight if you ask me.”
“I’m brainwashing another one,” I said and smiled.
“Since the sun is still shining brightly and I am home a little early I’d say three guys need to get naked
and enjoy my pool,” PJ said with a big smile.
“Oh boy, I get to see PJ naked now,” Clint said.
“And I get to see you,” PJ said.
Clint quickly removed his bikini and stood proudly. PJ lost his clothes while Clint was grabbing his
backpack and I put my towel around my shoulder.
“PJ, you’re uncut like me,” Clint said.
“I am, but not as big as you are, Clint,” PJ said. “I feel small now.”
Clint laughed, “Oh well, it’s not about the size, but I think I know who is the top here.”
“No doubt,” PJ laughed and walked outside. “Clint, I hate to say this but I was planning on going out
tonight with my hot ass boyfriend. I really am now so we won’t be staying that long out there.”
I smiled, “Clint, you can go to Youth Hope now if you want.”
“Ummm… I might,” Clint said.
“I think you should. Go there and make some new friends, that way on nights like tonight you’ll have some
buddies to kick it with,” I said. “Just go and have fun. I wouldn’t go with the expectations of finding
someone right off the bat.”
“I suppose it could be worth a shot. Having some new friends would be killer,” Clint said.
We went out with Clint racing to the diving board to dive in. PJ and I stood watching him before I grabbed
PJ. I kissed him before we started really making out. We knew two eyes were on us but it didn’t matter. My
hands were all over PJ’s ass while our tongues wagged war.
“That’s hot as fuck. I love seeing you hot naked boyfriends making out,” Clint stated from the edge of the
I broke the long hot kiss and took PJ’s hand. We jumped off the edge together in the deep end. We swam
around quite a bit with Clint rarely leaving the pool.
We got out and said it was time to for us to get ready. Clint hated hearing that but understood. During our
time in the pool, PJ and I constantly pumped him up and encouraged him to enjoy his night. We wished him
well before he left us.
After showering and dressing, we debated on where to go and what to do but knew we wanted to leave his
house. We headed out towards the very touristy beach area to eat and have fun. Parking was hell but we
found a spot and strolled around the area until finding somewhere casual to eat.
We ended up having one great night together down among the tourists. Having them present added a little
excitement to the atmosphere. I did wonder what it would be like once the summer was over and there weren’t
that many people around.
I woke the next morning, early by my terms, eightish. I left PJ to sleep and headed to start coffee for us.
Working where I did had made coffee a necessary beginning to my day. With the steaming cup in my hand, the
patio area was too tempting to resist.
I sat in a chair looking across the pool. It was rather peaceful other than a few birds chirping. So far,
this journey had been one that was so enjoyable. Getting a boyfriend so soon wasn’t in my plans but I don’t
regret it one bit. It was nice having someone to love and take away the stress and anxiety of a new career.
The best part was having a nice diverse group of friends. In college, once I got a boyfriend, I didn’t
socialize with my other friends. Thus, when it was over, I’d do some repairs to old friendship. Now it was
great having both and trying to balance my life with them like I promised I do the next time I got a
The worst part in the move so far was being away from my family. In college, I could go home whenever I
needed to or just plain wanted to be with my family. I miss Nick more, though it has been an easier
transition than I thought it would be. It’s hard staying close to Mom and Dad with just calls but there was
no other way unless I wanted to Skype with them or do face time, which was an option I hadn’t considered.
About an hour or so later, I heard the back door open. PJ walked out nude. I stood and greeted him with a
kiss. We went to sit in the double lounger together. He curled up next to me and put his head on my
“Thanks for one great night last night, Jason,” he said.
“Thank you as well,” I said and kissed his forehead.
“I am a little sore this morning but it was well worth it.”
“I’m sorry. Tell me if I’m fucking you too hard. I just couldn’t help it,” I said.
“It felt so good though. I could still feel your love inside of me. I love being out here with you on a
morning like this,” he said. “I’m living the dream right now.”
“I am too.”
“I don’t miss my old life one bit. I’ve grown more as a person over the past two months than I have my
entire life. Now I feel a little added responsibility on my shoulders. For the first time ever, someone is
watching every step and move I make.”
“It can be a good thing. It’s nice knowing we’re making a small difference in another person’s life,” I
“You’ve made a huge difference in my life. Now it’s my turn to pass that along to Clint. I guess that’s why
I was a little upset yesterday. I want to protect him from evil, but nudism is not evil.”
“It’s not, but I know what you mean. People get the wrong idea about it. I feel differently because I was
brought up to see there’s nothing wrong with the naked human body.”
“Definitely not your fucking work of art,” PJ said.
“I am proud of my body now. I can’t wait to show it off next weekend either. I just wish my family could be
there as well. I know they’d love it too,” I said.
“Maybe next time with more notice you could invite them to join us. For me, it’d be really an odd way to
I laughed, “It would, but… you’d make a great impression on them just like you did Nick. We’re gonna have
the best time together and I can see about asking them next time.”
“I know we will,” PJ said.
“I’m sorta anxious to hear how Clint’s night went. Yesterday I did see what a really cool guy he was,” I
“I saw the same thing as well Monday night, but I’m sure each day is getting better for him,” PJ said.
We sat together and enjoyed the morning. Our stomachs told us we needed food and we headed inside to eat.
We put on some shorts in case we had visitors. PJ called his sister to see how she and Wes were doing. It
was great to hear they were having a good time. I called Jimmy to see what he and Logan were doing. They
had plans, as did Casey and Aiden.
“We tried,” PJ said.
I chuckled, “We did. It could be worse, or Clint may not come over.”
“The chances of that happening are slimmer than his waist,” PJ smiled.
“You talk about a small waist,” I said. I cupped my hands and gave my estimation of Clint’s slim waist.
PJ pushed them closer together. “I’d say it is about a 26 at the most.”
“Ah come on,” I laughed and pondered it a moment. “You’re probably right though.”
To occupy our time, I helped PJ clean up and do some laundry. We threw some sheets and towels in the dryer
just before the doorbell rang. I went and saw Clint standing there in his shorts with his backpack again. I
did notice he didn’t look very happy.
I tilted my head a little. “So how’d it go last night?”
“I’ll never go back again,” he replied, coming in the door.
“I’m sorry to hear that, but at least you gave it a try,” I said with PJ coming out. He asked the same
thing and got the same reply.
“So what was so bad about it?” PJ asked while we stood near the bar.
“It was boring as hell and some of the guys were just plain rude,” Clint replied.
“We’ll think of something else. I suppose you’re stuck with us,” I said.
“Maybe,” Clint said and started laughing. “I gotcha! It was really cool, but there were a few that I didn’t
PJ and I smiled and patted his back. “That’s awesome!” I said. “Tell us all about it.”
“Yeah, we’ve been waiting to hear,” PJ said.
“First off, thank you, thank you, thank you for giving me a push to go,” Clint said.
“No problem,” I said before we removed our clothes. PJ suggested we carry them with us just in case we had
We followed Clint out and got a nice view of his small skinny ass. He took a seat and reached in his
backpack for sunscreen. “Guys, I was so nervous and almost didn’t get out of my car. I walked in and was
greeted by a volunteer. He was really nice and took me around to meet the guys there. I really liked most
of them and started talking with them. You know most of them are just like me and have had the same
problems. We watched GI Joe and then sat around talking. The worst part was we had to leave at 9:15,” Clint
said before starting to put the sunscreen on.
“It sounds like fun,” I said.
“I didn’t tell ya the best part. When I was leaving some of the guys asked if I wanted to go with them to
eat and hang out for a little while. I did and really had a blast. There’s one guy I really wanna ask out.”
“What’s his name?” I asked and held my breath.
“Trey. He’s fine as fuck too. Why did you even ask me that?” Clint replied.
“Well… the reason I knew about it was a co-worker of mine mentioned that his son went there. Was there an
Austin?” I asked.
Clint face lit up. “There was. He was cool but a little cocky.”
“The thing is you met some guys that I think you like,” PJ said.
“And got their digits too. One guy sent me like four texts already today. He’s cute but he’s only 15,”
Clint said. “The thing was I thought for sure I was going to get in trouble ‘cause I was a little late
getting home. Mom knew that I was going out with them but I sorta let the time slip away. When I got home
she was waiting up on me. I said I was sorry I was late. She didn’t bitch at all and gave me the biggest
hug and kiss ever. She was just happy I was out doing stuff with them.”
“Wow that’s so awesome,” I said.
“I know,” Clint said. “I can’t stay that long today. I’m going back tonight for game night and then who
knows what else.”
“I’m so happy for you,” PJ said.
“You think you’re happy; you should see my Mom,” Clint said. “Are you two good now? You’ve made up?”
“Of course we have,” PJ replied.
“Yeah Clint, I fucked him really good last night,” I stated.
PJ playfully hit me, “Jason!”
“That’s the answer he really wanted to hear, right?” I asked.
Clint laughed, “It was.”
We laid there for a little while before Clint ran off to dive in the pool. Hearing the splash sounded too
tempting. I was next then PJ followed me to cool off after being in the blazing sun for a little while.
Clint swam up to us, “I like swimming and sunning in the nude. I see what Jason meant by it’s not sexual.”
“I like it so much now that Jason and I are going to the nude beach next weekend for a few days,” PJ said.
“That’s cool, but I’ll miss you guys,” Clint said.
“By the sound of things, you won’t. I’d say by then you’ll have a friend or two to hang out with,” I said.
“I might, but we’ll see how things go tonight,” Clint said.
After we got out, Clint saw that he had three texts and a voice mail. His thumbs began going at warp speed,
texting, before he listened to his voice mail. There was little doubt he was ecstatic about them.
We sat around talking before Clint said he needed to go get ready for his night. He left us and went
through the gate to return home. PJ and I stayed out and did enjoy a nice shower together in the new
We were about to head out to do some shopping since I needed some work clothes for work when we heard the
doorbell ring. I went to the door and found Janie, Clint’s mom, standing there.
“Come in,” I said.
“Thanks,” she said with PJ coming out to see who it was. “First off, I want to thank both of you from the
bottom of my heart. However, something was brought to my attention that has me a tad bit concerned. Clint
said he was over here nude swimming. Is he correct?”
“I’ll take full and complete blame for that, ma’am,” I replied.
“He said you were a nudist and so was your family,” Janie said.
“Yes ma’am,” I said. “It won’t happen again. I’m very sorry.”
“Well…” she said. “I suppose it’s not hurting things. He said something like it is for freedom and not
sexual. I hope to God he is telling the truth.”
“He is,” PJ said. “We enjoy the lifestyle. Jason introduced it to me and some of our other friends as well.
It has nothing to do with sex and is just about enjoying the sun.”
“Alright then,” she said. She patted me on the shoulder. “You’re fine, Jason. I know sometimes Clint likes
to exaggerate things. I see nothing wrong with it and wanted to see what nudism is about myself but never
had the nerve then I had kids. He did mention once the newness wears off you don’t even notice it. I was a
little worried about your intentions but it makes sense to me now.”
“If you don’t want us to do it, then we won’t. We enjoy having Clint over,” I said.
“You’re fine now that I know the truth,” she said.
“You wanna grab a seat?” PJ asked since we had been standing.
“Ummm… I guess we could, but I see you two are dressed and probably have plans,” she replied.
“We do, but it’s not much,” I replied. We took a seat in the living room.
“Who gave Clint the idea to go to Youth Hope?” she asked.
“Again, I’m the guilty party,” I replied.
“You’re a genius for that,” she said and paused for a second. I could sense she was starting to get
emotional. “You two have been such great examples for him. It cost me a casserole dish but it was worth a
million times more than that to me.”
“It has been a pleasure,” PJ stated.
“Last week I took a chance and prayed it would do a little good. I was totally wrong. It has done miracles
for me and Clint as well. I see the old Clint I used to know. If you haven’t noticed, he’s very full of
life. Before last week, the brightness in his eyes had evaporated as well as everything else in his life,”
Janie said and wiped her eyes. “Sorry.”
“We understand,” I said.
“As a parent, I worried so much about him. He came to me Sunday and handed me a bottle of sleeping pills
and asked that I flush them down the toilet,” she said with tears running down her face. “You saved my
PJ and I walked over and felt her strong hug. PJ and I were both in tears as well.
“Since you know, he did mention suicide,” I said with tears streaming down my face.
“He told me how close he was to doing it,” she cried. “You two are my heroes!” She grabbed us tightly. We
cried together until PJ returned with Kleenexes for us.
“Let’s hope that is in the past,” PJ said.
“Amen,” she said.
“Water?” PJ asked.
“That would be great,” Janie said with me still on the arm of the chair with her.
“Bring me some as well,” I said. “Janie, so we’re clear, you don’t have any problem with us?”
“You’re fine, Jason, now that I know the truth,” she said. “I’ll remember to call before coming over in the
future, but then again it might do this old woman some good to see some hot naked men, even if you are
I laughed and so did PJ carrying our water. He handed us some water. I moved off the arm and back on the
“I’m glad he enjoyed last night. To be honest with you, he was a big help to us. Jason and I got into an
argument but we were in here and it was over the nudity thing. He came in and said he never wanted a
boyfriend if that was how they acted. It really made us realize just how much he has been looking up to
us,” PJ said.
“We knew he was, but he was watching our every move. He did us some good as well,” I said.
“He has been looking up to both of you and enjoyed your friends too. Last night, I knew that maybe I had
the old Clint back when he came in late. At first, he knew he was in trouble but I told him it was okay.
Then he perked up and told me all about his night,” she said.
“He told us too,” I said.
“Now I’ll have to deal with him dating,” Janie said.
“You probably will. On that respect, we’re not the best example,” I said.
“My daughter is doing the same thing. He’ll just have to understand that you two are adults and are able to
do adult things,” Janie stated. “You are great examples for him as far as boyfriends go from what I have
seen and heard. I have to remind myself too Clint is 18 years old and not my little boy anymore.”
“Has he been respectful to you again?” PJ asked.
“Yes he has. Did you tell him to do that?” she replied.
“We did and not to cuss at you too. We told him how lucky he was to have a mom that accepted that he was
gay,” PJ replied.
“Thank you,” she said. “I suppose I’ll let you guys go out.”
“You’re not bothering us at all,” I said.
“If I don’t go now then I’ll be here all night,” Janie laughed and stood. We stood and followed her to the
door. She gave us a hug.
“Stop by anytime,” PJ said.
“I might, but I will call first,” she said. “If you don’t mind, it would be great if I had your phone
“Yes, it would, and yours too,” PJ said. He grabbed his phone while she had hers in her pocket. They
exchanged numbers and I gave her mine as well and would get hers later from PJ.
“There for a minute I just knew there was trouble,” I said after we shut the door.
“Me too, but I think she thought Clint was telling her a lie about you and your family.”
“I think so too,” I said.
TO BE CONTINUED…
Hope you enjoyed another chapter in this story. Sorry for the short delay but had a few weather problems
to deal with.